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Hey all.
So, I have an announcement, be it big or small.

I'll be moving most of my Thomas and Friends art and humanisations to my Patreon.
I realised its art that a huge amount of people love and a lot of you really want to see more Thomas art and more characters humanised, many of you come to me and ask for certain characters.
I'm struggling financially and trying to make it as an artist or at least be recognised as one online if not professionally, and if you love my Thomas and Friends art, or just my art in general, then it would mean a huge effing deal to me if you supported what I do.

Designing human versions of characters from TTTE, Transformers, and even other franchises I love like MLP, it does take time and drawing them all out take time too, time I need to spend searching for shifts and a job. Its something I love to do with all my heart, but it is effort on my part.

So, I won't be taking any art off here, everything I have posted so far onto my DeviantART won't go anywhere. That would be a mean thing to do. But I will be redesigning most of the characters I have posted here like Thomas, James, Edward, Duck, Diesel 10, Annie and Clarabell, and those new character sheets will only be available on my Patreon.
Signing up to Patreon is completely free, and if you choose to support me then you'll get all the art and characters you want, comics, and not for much too.

Thank you all of you who love my art, and especially those of you who appreciate my art as a whole. I wouldn't be nearly as sure of myself without all the support. xxx

:iconpatreonplz: Patreon : www.patreon.com/dilemmaart
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I am blamed for everything my younger sibling does. I am told I push people to lash out. I am told I victimise myself and put myself in a comfortable position where I pretend I am the victim, and that I am the one who's wronged.

If only my mother wasn't a blind fucking moron.

Too caught up in her distain towards me, to notice what her beloved, precious son does. Momma's boy is the exact fucking term.
I do not victimise myself. I am no saint. I can be mean, I can be volatile, I can be rude.
I do so like most people, when I'm PROVOKED.

I am NOT the one who pushes people to lash out.
I am NOT the one who is victimised.
I am NOT the one who hides behind a safe fucking space.

You want to know who, mum?

Your son. The second child after me, the mistake. The abortion you never went through with. Remember me? I'm sure as hell you don't want to.
You provide for me, let me live under your roof because you like to be the victim. You know I'm grateful. You know I care, you KNOW I LOVE YOU. But you feed off it. You tell me its my fault you have these problems. You point out just how much you give me every single chance you get.

You don't care when your son swears at me, pushes me, prods and calls me names you couldn't imagine with no needed reason. You brush it off as it being my fault. You say I deserve getting this because of the times you have seen me being rude to your angel.
You want to know why, mother?
Because what you accuse me of, your son does. He pushes and prods, silently, calling me a fat bitch on a daily basis, disrespecting my friends, talking under his breath about how ugly and fat and stupid I am, telling me my partner is no man, that he's stupid, that he's a 'disgusting American', but you don't hear any of that do you? And even when you do, all you focus on is the fact that I raise my voice, that I get rude because I rightfully had enough.

I'm not the one who 'hides' or victimises myself.
I have no where to hide. I accept my mistakes and I apologise for them.

Your son is the one who hides. Your son is the one who stays somewhere safe.
He is shielded with your fucking ignorance, with your skewed vision of your first child, he is protected from everything, from the discipline he desperately needs, he is victimised BY YOU.
He feeds off all the shit you accuse me of. He uses what he hears you say against me.

If he says something nasty, if he swears, you don't hear it. You pretend its all good. And if you really have to, you quietly tell him off, as if he's still in a fucking daiper.
Yet, if I did or said the same things, word for word, action for action, I will get shouted at. I will get screamed at. I will be asked if I am 'happy' for my own father, my only ally slamming the door on us, I'm asked if I am 'happy', and the entire blame for everyone screaming and shouting at me, is thrown on my shoulders.

I made a stupid sarcastic remark about you protecting my sibling, my use of the 'great wall of China only a mum version' should have given you a hint I wasn't fucking serious.
Yet, when your son swore at me, told me to 'get out' and pointed his finger in my face aggressively, you protected him. You blamed me.
When your son told his father to 'shut his mouth', you jumped to your son's aid all the same.
And you say you love me the same? You say I am just playing the victim?

You're a great parent, but you are a shitty fucking mother. Look at your own faults, come to terms with the bullshit you go through, instead of unloading it all on me.

I get that I am the failure, I get that I am the abortion you should have went through with, I get that I am the unplanned mistake that you're still sore at for ruining your fucking life and dreams.

But you know what? In your exact words, 'its getting old.'
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Hey Guys.

I'm not sure if any of you even read my journals. I wouldn't be surprised if you didn't. As far as I can tell, most of you are here for the Thomas and Friends fanart. And that's cool. As I tell everyone who takes the few seconds out of their precious time to comment on one of my pieces, I'm real glad you guys enjoy any drawing I put out there.

But you all probably care far less about the original characters, the stories and projects I have created and tried sharing and posting. And that's ok too. I mean, I can't dictate what people like and don't like.

I have over 10 stories. All revolving around a different world, yet their all interlinked as if existing in one giant universe. And with each of those worlds, I've created a crap load of original characters. They're all different, all have a story, I've worked hard to give them each their own soul.
Even if I tried naming them all to you right here, I wouldn't recall them all. And there's a reason for that. There is a reason why I have created so many.

It's a coping mechanism. I'd rather spend time losing myself in ideas, in make believe worlds, in fantasies only I can see and delve into, than live in the real life. My family, don't really care about anything I come up with. I'd even go as far to saying they don't care about me as a person at all. Sure, I'm provided for, cared for and looked after. But I guess the price for being well fed, and having all I need to live is constant belittlement, constant critisism, constantly being blamed, downsized, reminded all I am to them is a selfish, rude, ignorant child, who, despite all my efforts, will never ever be good enough.
My art is colourful. I create so many characters, each with their own battles, own lives, own worlds, into which I can escape and lose myself in, as that character. My art is colourful as a means of escaping the dull grey reality in which I feel like a nobody.

So now that is off my chest, I wish you all a good day. And whether you're here for the T&F fanart, the DilemmaArt originals, by complete accident, or simply passing through, I love every single one of you who has favourited, commented or shown me support and love for my art. Sometimes, hearing nice things said about my drawings is the only thing that gets me through the day.
So, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
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PATREON IS HERE

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Hey Guys :dummy: 
So, for those of you (which I'm pretty sure is all of you) who don't know, I finally have a Patreon page for all the arts and stuffs. It's starting off slow but I hope it will soon pick up ;)
If you want to see more art, more doodles, sketches and work-in-progress pieces, then my Patreon is the place to do it. I will also be posting stuff on there which will either not show up here on my deviantART at all, or will much later. 
SO basically, if you guys want art that won't be on here, as well as actual comic pages of my personal projects like Diary of a Demon Hunter or ShuggaRush, then head over to my Patreon page -->

:iconpatreonplz: --> www.patreon.com/dilemmaart

Onto another topic, unfortunately I really want to take my art more seriously now, and I think a lot of people like my art or watch me because of my Thomas the Tank Engine humanizations. Even though they are super fun to draw, I only started doing them for fun. I don't want to feel like I have to do them or no one will like my art or pay any attention to it. So, with a heavy heart, I'm letting you guys know that there will be less TnF art, right now I need to focus on my own projects. I'm sorry guys. 
I hope a lot of you stay for the art, and not only for the Thomas the Tank Engine fanart. 

Other pages, you can find me here -->

:iconfacebookiconplz: --> www.facebook.com/dilemmaart/
:icontumblrplz: --> dilemmaart.tumblr.com/
:iconwattpadplz: --> www.wattpad.com/user/Chimera98
:iconyoutubeiconplz: --> www.youtube.com/channel/UCG0zQ…

Thanks for tuning in guys. I love you all, all those who supported me or like my art, I thank you guys so much <3 
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Ok so a few people have been actually taking to the story me and my friend Liberty created named Dark.
A little bit about the story first for those who don't know what the fuck I'm talking about 😂
Dark is a story based in the originally created world of Farric, an alternate world from our human one inhabited by faeries.
When Claratina, a faerie of unique background is attacked by a mysterious Dark Faerie, she finds herself flung into a crazy ordeal, dragging her sister and friends along with her.

In Dark, most characters belong to either me, Liberty of my little brother (well he ain't so little now but he always will be to me) Bruno.
The characters that do not belong to us are Loki Laufeyson (all copyright to Marvel), Bumblebee (TFA, all copyright to Hasbro), Thomas (all copyright to HiT entertainment), and Envy (all copyright to Hiromu Arakawa).

ALRIGHT. So to the main shit.
I'm gonna try (try being the key word) explaining all the shit behind Dark's origins and the characters in it.

FARRIC is the name of the parallel universe, and the main city. Farric is where faeries thrive. It's a huge city, the royal palace in the centre surrounded by expensive shops, establishments and homes. This is surrounded by a wall, which separates it from the wealthy district, then comes the section of working class, and finally the poorer class. It has an old caste system, but modern technology and society.
Faeries are the same size and variety as humans, not some tinker bell little pixies flying around trees. 😂 They also age twice as slow as humans.

THE DARK FOREST is a large forest on the outskirts, inhabited often by dark faeries and some twisted creatures. Normal beings never feel safe or welcome and often quickly turn back.

THE ENCHANTED FOREST is the opposite of the dark. It bewitches anyone who enters that isn't carrying a protective spell of some sort, and makes them hallucinate, see things that will make them wander around the forest until they eventually die of starvation or dehydration or some other cause. It shows them a life they always wanted or something perfect, and makes them want to stay and never leave.

There are two types of taboo magic.

TIME TRAVEL can only be achieved through complex spells and diagrams as well as a powerful enough individual performing the spell. It sends back the person casting the spell to whatever time period they chose, though it works rarely, and often fails, leaving the individual scarred for life and if caught, facing imprisonment for performing a taboo class of magic.
(Those of you who know and watched/read FullMetal Alchemist, think human transmutation but a little different 😉)

PORTALS are also a taboo magic, though not as seriously penalised as time travel, since unlike time travel they don't have the ability to cause a paradox or screw with timelines, and it's a magic that has much less severe consequences. Even though the magic is forbidden, certain faeries know how to and mastered the art of conjuring portals to the human world. Once a portal was opened, it leaves a mark on the ground under it which looks a lot like bright blue power. Thanks to this mark, a portal to the same place as it was first opened to can be reconjured by any faerie.
Faeries are forbidden to leave their world and travel to the human world.

HOME POWERS - Each faerie is born with a certain elemental skill they possess naturally. This will determine their wings as well as their main set of abilities. Each elemental power can be split into different varieties of the same ability, for example, water and ice.
Apart from the basic elemental powers, faeries also possesses the natural abilities to hide their wings and appear human when desired and to cast protective shields.
There are 5 elemental basic abilities.

WATER: Water faeries are usually born with a variety of blue wings. They have the ability to manipulate water, as well as conjure water from their palms.
If practiced, water faeries can manipulate temperatures of water.
One variety of a water faeries is an ice faerie. Originally born water, they changed their skills to manipulate ice and frozen water, as well as snow.
FIRE: Fire faeries are usually born with wings that appear in shades of red orange or yellow. They have the power to manipulate fire, as well as conjure it from any part of their bodies. They can also heat anything they touch, if keeping contact for a good amount of time.
A variate of the fire faerie are those who can control and conjure electricity, or otherwise known as 'blue fire'. These attacks tend to be more accurate, and work well in water unlike traditional fire. Using this variety of fire though might have effect on the faerie's physical attributes such as eye colour.
AIR: Air faeries are often born with either purple or white wings. They have the abilities to manipulate airflow and currents to suit their liking, as well as manipulating levels of gases in the air. More powerful air faeries can move the wind and air currents to create hurricanes or tornadoes. When teamed up with a water faerie, they can manipulate the weather.
Air faeries are also the best fliers and can survive at the highest altitudes.

EARTH: Earth faeries, because of their genes being suppressed and non dominant for a long time, slowly and gradually they began to fade from the population. Therefore, there are little to no known earth faeries left and are thought to be 'extinct'.
Earth faeries sometimes are considered the most powerful by some, because the element had the most variant abilities. While some chose to manipulate and create stone, others focuses their abilities on soil and mud, while others mastered their skills to manipulate and conjure plant life.
One way of gaining the powers of an Earth faerie are to brew a certain potion, though this will still give you only a fraction of what a true Earth faerie's power is.

MAD-MADE: A faerie can't be born with this ability. Once a faerie kills a human being with the pure intent to kill them, they give up their home powers and gain the abilities to manipulate any kind of metal, alloy or ore, as well as compounds such as concrete and bricks.
This is mostly seen with Dark faeries.

DARK FAERIES: Dark faeries are classed as their own species. They are classed by their black ripped up looking wings, as well as the unique ability to learn and steal different types of abilities that don't typically get classed as elemental, such as telepathy, shape shifting and fast regeneration.
Dark faeries are often individuals who are of a slightly twisted and evil nature, often psychopathic or with bad tendencies they are shunned and looked down upon as well as discriminated against in Farric. They usually will keep to themselves because of this.

OK. Now that you guys know a little about the world and all its shit, here's a little about the characters in Dark :dummy:

RACHEL HAZEL is my character. She is the daughter of the King of Farric, making her a princess and first in line for the throne.
Rachel is a skilled natural water faerie, as well as having a huge interest in potion brewing, experimenting with magic in a 'scienfic sense', and creating her own spells and potions. Rachel doesn't like the idea of becoming queen and prefers a different life, though she does admit she does enjoy some of the luxury the title and status gives her. Rachel is a skilled singer, and can act a little promiscuous sometimes. Despite loving the company many guys give her, she respects herself too much for giving it to just anyone.
Rachel is kind, funny, and friendly to everyone she meets unless they give her a reason not to. (And yeah I pair her with Bee ❤️ )

CLARATINA HAZEL is Liberty's character and actually is the most confusing story 😂 Claratina was born a human. She lived with her mother and sister, and was a skilled hunter. While out hunting she met Rachel who was (of course, not meant to be there) messing around in the same forest. They made friends, and became close. Claratina decided to leave her home behind and live in Farric, where Rachel found magic to turn Claratina into her own kind. Claratina became an Air faerie.
Her angelic wings are actually a permanent result of one of Rachel's later experiments.
Claratina also possesses a simple version of earth faerie magic thanks to finding a certain potion that let her possess this.
Another secret about Claratina, she is under a 'Vampire curse', which will come on and off. When it does, her eyes will turn blood red and her lust for blood will rise up to leading her to act animalistic.
Claratina is bi-polar, and can be loving, charitable, or dark, treacherous and basically mean.

TOBY STINNER is Bruno's character and a cousin of Rachel Hazel. He's the oldest of the trio (which is funny because his creator is actually the youngest out of all of us :la: )
He is a natural fire faerie, but despite he's the opposite when it comes to personality. Toby is quiet, can be judgemental, smart and loyal to a certain group of people.
Not much is known about him outside of the fact that he was married, though his late wife is dead.
(I don't actually know much of his back story when I get it out of my brother I will update 😂)

Alrighty and now the characters especially in Dark...

SKY DARKHÖLME is originally an Xmen/Marvel universe created by Liberty.
In Dark we twisted her backstory slightly (and when we say that I mean I have no idea what her back story is).
Sky is a dark faerie who made her home in the dark forest. She has grasped the abilities to shape shift, and her favourite forms tend to be animals. She's a skilled hunter, and doesn't like people. She can be a little psychotic, unpredictable and twisted, but doesn't hurt those she's close to...much. The only one she's really close to is Envy who understands her the best.

RED, BUTCH, RICHARD AND SABER are a gang of dark faeries belonging to me. Their role in the story comes in at the very end.
Red is the only female. She possesses earth abilities, and has been to prison. She smokes, is a maniac, and can attack and kill without question (if you can imagine Harley Quinn as a dark faerie with a half shaved head of bright orange read hair that's Red)
Butch is a brawny, beefed up criminal who's also been to prison. He also possesses earth abilities, as well as fast regeneration, though he prefers to use a large cleaver in close combat.
Richard is a slim, always wearing a grey turtle neck and form fitting black pants. He hasn't been to prison, but he has killed humans, therefore he possesses man made powers, and is quite strong using them too. Richard is a psychopath, and feels no emotion other than anger. He's the smartest, and his nickname is Rich.
Saber is considered the leader of the group. He's calm and level headed, as well as a powerful dark faerie with earth abilities focused on plant life. He usually carries a cane with an adornment shaped like a cobra head. Saber is mysterious and not much is known on his past.
This group is affiliated with Loki and help him, though they have a tough past, including being used by Loki for his own goals and not to get his own hands dirty.

And finally, the characters that DONT belong to us!
(Bear with me I'm trying to keep this as short as possible ok I'm so sorry)

THOMAS was actually a character we included a lot back in the day when we were little and still developing Farric :dummy:
Basically, Thomas comes from Sodor which exists in the human world (obviously). He's an old friend of Rachel's and Claratina. But ya'll know what our favourite little engine is like so I'm not gonna go into his personality 😂.
Thomas can transform into a train at will but I keep him a 'human' throughout the story.

LOKI is the main antagonist of Dark. He's the Loki you might or do know from the Marvel Thor film series. Wants to prove himself to his father and shit by taking over Farric and clamming it his own. He dwells in a massive golden structure, Asgardian style, hidden by a bubble which makes outsiders see only a forest. Basically it's invisible.

ENVY starts off as an antagonist, and he's the dark faerie who tries to kill Claratina and starts this whole bullshit story off 😂. If you guys don't know who Envy is, he's a character from the manga/anime FullMetal Alchemist. Nothing has been changed in his character except adding wings.

BUMBLEBEE is one of the protagonists of the story. If you guys don't know who, or what version I'm talking about, Google Transformers Animated Bumblebee. (That's kinda my favourite version of the autobot out of all shows and franchise lines. I have a mad crush on the fucker. ❤️ ) Bee is either an autobot or a human throughout the story. Yeah I kinda pair him and Rachel. He comes from Cybertron, obviously.

-Deep breath- OK so I hope that kind of gives more background or sense to Dark. Sorry if it's a complete rambling mess 😂😂😂
If you have any questions, please comment or like note me or something.
And big news! I'm kinda revamping the comic and drawing more. So hopefully if I'm not too lazy look out for Dark comic pages.
If you wanna read the story, it's on my second wattpad, BubbleGum400. :D it has sex and violence in it, just to make that clear 😉 so if you don't like that shit, uh, sorry I guess?

OK ENOUGH. BAI. I HOPE THIS ISN'T TOO HARD TO UNDERSTAND! Xxx


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